My World Start Snowing

Haiz... All my friends around are grown up so fast... Time is so fast... All my friends... Start leaving me and went to study... All my best friends are going to study... Some even went to study ardy... Yesterday, Kit left... I sent him messages during he at the airport... Suddenly found myself had created a strong bond between us... Really appreciate he this friend... Even sometimes I will mistaken him... Quarrel before... But nothing will change our friendship... A real friendship cannot be affect so easily... Haha... When he was leaving I was having my Chemistry lesson... The time is ticking so fast... Juz a wink of eye... The time shown 11.30am... It's time for kit flight....

 Suddenly... All my stories wit im juz all appeared in my mind... Then my tears start to drop... Sim keep comfort beside me... Coz I know that kit maybe will moving back to west Malaysia soon... Which mean he maybe won't back anymore... Haiz... Feeling that I am only one left in Sandakan now... Coz Jason and Ah Kong oso gonna left Sandakan to study at September... Chong Ka Ann... Will leaving at July... WTH...!!! All are leaving my one by one... I hate lonely this feeling... Sandakan is snowing... I felt so COLD~!!!

Easter Day

Today is a Great Day that we all should be happy of... Because today is the day of our Saviour resurrected... Haha... Today I wake up at 7.30am... But I lying on the bed till 8am... Then I went to church service right after I had my wash up... ^^ After reach my church I put down all my things and start to have some chat with senior citizens... All of them are quite talkative... Suddenly I saw a girl walk in my church... WTH...!!! God is so nice to me... This is the girl I dream about 2 days ago... I dunno whether I am too exited or what... My hands start shivering... Her prettiness had stun me for a few seconds... Whoosh... She became more prettier than last time I saw her... But the unlucky things is that she was owned by other... The one can become her boyfriend is really so lucky... Hey boy...! Treat her nicer... If not I gonna tear your head off...! God really treat me not bad ardy... She gonna work at West Malaysia ardy... God had let me see her for last chance... T__T Well... I talk not many things to her... Just for a few sentences only... Haha... But it's enough for me... ^^ Well... After that I go to my sister's stall working again... It's so tired for today... Haha... But after that I sweat a lot and it feel great...! Back home at 8pm... I went to bath right after I back coz I am so sweaty... Then I sit on the sofa and having a long chat with my daddy... Haha... Really a long chat and it last for 2 hours... ^^ Then online and update my blog... And one thing I forgot mention... Uncle Chee Ming said next year maybe send me to Penang for my christianity life training for 10 weeks... And I feeling really want to go... Haha... Ok la... That's all for today... God bless~

Blessing You Sincerely

Last night dunno what happen and I dream of you... Haha...
Juz now I open up ur facebook account and watch...
Then I spot a thing right away...
"IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ......."
Suddenly feel so strange...
Maybe I was 暗恋 u before... Haha...
But u dunno... But u are 2 years older than me...
姐弟恋...? Haha... Nvm la...
It's normal things in this generation...
Hmm... But it impossible for u to love me la...
Haha... Nvm now... Things had past...
Maybe it's time to end end this...
Hmm... Hope u really found ur true love this time...
Hereby I bless u sincerely...
God bless u and ur partner...
Be happy everyday ya...
Rmb to invite me if u are really marry with him... Haha...
I am glad to attend... ^^

It's been a Long Time

Phew~ Really long time no update since last time... So today juz simply write down my status recently...

1. Hmm... So happy... Juz finished my MUET... Quite OK performance... Quite satisfied... XD So my next fight will be my mid-term examination... Well... Gonna gambateh from now on... For my future sake... ^^

2.Err... 暗恋 2 girls at a time... WTH happen on me... Why i so flower-heart...? I asked my sis... She said she highest record is love 32 boys at once... =.=" Amazing.... She said it is normal... Coz it one of our stage for growing... Then I feel more comfort now... So dunno which one i will choose at last... Haha...

3.Friends almost all gone to study... T.T... Really sad... Left out myself in sandakan after this... But my best friend, Joel Amos Analee Chai Keng Yew gonna back this week... Yiipee.~! Happy for me... Haha... Anyway... For my friends who going to study out of sdk... God bless u all... Although 不舍得 u guys... But gambateh to u all... Let's do our best... XD

4. Still curious about what girls thinking... Why can juz simply say 分手 to ur boy ler... It's really hurt u know... Not only girls is human... Boys are human too ba... We oso got our feeling de... SYY... Hear me say... Dun simply use that word as u like... The word is so bad de... Dun use it anymore... Try to settle the problem without using it... U and me oso know... He still love u de... No one is perfect... So be tough girl... God bless u too...

5. Hmm... Last Sunday after service... Uncle Albert say maybe will send me to Penang next year to having a training session... He say it good for me... And say benefit a lot... Should I really go there...? Hmmm... Hope LORD will open my mind and think clearly... Although i got a bit wanted to go la... Ahahahaha....

6. Lastly... Think got anything i left out... Hmm... I think that's all... Ahahahaha... Well... God bless u all... ^__^

2nd Day

Today is the 2nd day without contact u,
I am feeling that we are now stranger than a stranger.
I once was so worry and care about u,
Worry ur worry, care ur things,
I was so stupid to do these things;
But I happy of it.
Now all the things had changed.
Coz a promise was break.
I so regret to tell that I like u.
Now making me like a fool.
Yesterday suddenly black out.
I was so boring.
I holding my phone.
Try to sms u.
Finally, I stop it.
Coz I wan to finish this at once.
Do not crush on u anymore.
It's enough.
I really hope I can do that.
Hope I was juz once recklessly.
Back to a normal friend.
Even our relationship is better at that time.
So...
I am leaving ur world.
I close my door of my heart.
I will not let me step outside of this door anymore.
Love is always disappointing me.
It will take some time to reopen my door.
Even though a deep scar will be left.
Good bye!