我顶你的肺

鸟...
你再提起也不只是找架来吵...
不是对你不好...
只是为家里着想...
难不成你想天天家吵屋闭咩...
对你超失望的...
你不是煮给弟妹他们吃啦...
我不吃没关系...
最重要他们有的吃...
我那么多肥油...
不吃也不会死掉的...
就算我饿死我也不会再求你的...
每天只会顾着自己吧了...
一天到晚在那里埋怨...
有一句话我会永远记得的...
“对我好的我就对回他好”
还有一句...
“好的孩子不用多，三四个就够了”
最后再多一句...
“那个智智越大越讨人厌"
我真的很心痛...
你跟本就不明白我的想法...
一天到晚都在用自己的想法裁定我...
你跟本就不明白我！！！

30 JULY 2011

An interesting day again...
Today is Saturday... As usual...
I got to help put at my sis fruits stall there...
And my interesting day started after I helped my sis...
And it was night already... Haha...

TA-DA~
This is the place where I went to tonight...
And it only cost me RM1 to have a full stomach back...
Because this is our lower 6 treat...
Each of them spend RM8 to let us have the pizza meal...
And they gave us some almost-expired coupon...
But we didn't use is...
Because we found out that the set meal was more valuable than the coupon offered one...
I ate 4 pieces of pizza, 3 bowls of soup with 8 pieces of garlic breads...
I was really feeling full and satisfy...!
Burpppp~~~~ *Excuse me

The sky start rain after we take our pizza...
The night is still young...
My friends won't allow me back home so early...
Haha... Then we went to my favourite restaurant, Bistro, to have our supper...
When I watching the menu and my sight had stop on a drinks....
I was hesitated for few minutes when saw this drinks...

"AVOCADO JUICE"

Wah... I really wonder should I order this or not...
Because I afraid that my friends continue talking the things between me and her again...
But at last I also ordered it...
Because I said that I want to try somethings new before...
I never ate or touch or taste Avocado before...
Today is my first time to taste Avocado...
The 1st time the Avocado reached my mouth was so weird...
Those weirdness just as the Durian ABC taste...
Quite weird~
But finally I was able to finish it...
Hmm... And I realized that it was not bad too...
Haha... I really full and satisfied again~
Think back today...
I really ate too much...
But just let it be... Haha...

29 JULY 2011

Haha... I really love my sister...
She so care about me...
This afternoon she had bought me a pork chop rice and Durian ABC again...
Wah... The durian ABC really nice...
The 1st spoon I put in mouth still feeling weird...
And get used of the taste after the 2nd spoon...
Hmm... Think back today...
Really not bad... Because I really ate a lot today...

Tonight I went to Basel church with my church member...
There is a magic show + preaching at there...
The team was from one of the Hong Kong church...
The magic really amazed me a lot...
The skill of the magician priest of combining preach and magic
really interesting...

Besides that I also enjoying one of their performance...
The performance I also watched before...
But no matter how much time I watch...
The performance was still touching and interesting...
The performance is about how human leaving God and back to God...

And tonight I finally met the legendary Ong's lover...
Misa misa Wong Yin Ching....
Hmm... Her prettiness really stunt me...
She was really pretty... Haha...
Ong keep mumbling beside me...
Because her lover's bf just at there also...
Haha... Ong keep jealous there...
Then after the show end Ong, LKH and I went to New City to yum cha...
I saw Pang Yan at thr... =.="
She keep playing with her iPad and iPhone... Really rich...
But at last she also able to see me... Haha...
We back to Mile 4 Pasar to da bao after that...
Really have a great day today...

放手

这次...
是真的该放手了...
虽然有千百万个不愿意...
但还是要放手...
若再不放的话谁也不能获得真正的快乐...
我已经嫉妒到累了...
也已经心痛到累了...
不想再活在惟有你的世界了...
曾经在你的世界迷路过...
但我想一切的碰碰撞撞让我找到出路了...
再见了...
非常感谢一路以来你给我的所有回忆...
这所有的回忆曾经是我的一切...
现在我必须把这个回忆放进一个盒子...
把这盒子放在我内心的最深处...

好怀念的心痛

像平时一样的...

早上给你一个我真诚的问候...

比平时不同的...

我只是想知道...

想知道你好了些吗...

而我得到的答案是...

等候，等候，还是等候...

你竟然没回信...

也许你以为这只是一封无谓的短信...

所以你并没回复我...

但你并不知道...

我等着你的回复...

一直等到了现在...

我才知道你又把我给忘了...

心情又跌落了谷底...

难道我就是那么不重要吗...?

那么容易就可忘掉...?

心情糟透了...

这心痛的感觉又来了...

真的是好怀念....

LATE!!!

MY 1ST TIME LATE TO SCHOOL

What a good sleep from last night...

I took up my phone and watch the clock...

OMG...!!!

2 messages and 3 missed call...

From my friends who fetch me to school...

Then I watch to the clock...

WTH...!!!

It's 7.00 a.m. already...

I jump off my bed directly and had my wash up...

This is so sucks...

I rush to school by bus...

Luckily I know how to ride the correct bus...

When I was on the way to school...

I met my church friends...

We are on the same bus...

They are going to work...

Once reach school then fill in the form and everything normal back...

Well...

Just got to know that CKA won't be able back on this August...

She is so sad...

And influenced my emotion also...

Hmm...

CKA be tough okay...?

There is no big deal...

I know you are sad because you not able to meet up with ur babes...

Hmm... 

Time is flowing in a very fast rate...

So no worry...

Your next holiday will be December...

It's not long...

I still can wait... =P

So don't be sad...

Sleep well ba...

Good night~ ^^

Test Day

What a freaking day...

2 test come together in one day...

Physics + Math T

Just by memorizing those formula is enough to take my life...

Plus need to apply to those structure question...

This time really rest in peace... 

But what can do...?

Only pray to God to let me fail well...

Obtain a nice marks for failing... 

Think at the positive side...

Actually the test give us a motivation to study...

It may not be as worst as we think...

Tonight have a well chatting with CKA again...

So what stress also got relieved...

While waiting for you

Wah~ I am so handsome... XD
LOLZ...!!!
Kidding man~ I am just too boring...
While waiting you update your blog
I also update my blog ba...
Hmm...
Today really no anything special happen...
I also dunno what to update...
Just upload this photo which I took at church...
Let's me think back...
It's also still blank...
Haiz... Really nothing happen...
So today just update till now ba...
Continue waiting... ^^

Durian

I wanna tell everyone somethings.

I dislike durian very much.

Because of its "special" smell.

I never try a single little piece of durian.

But today... I ate...

Durian

ABC

LOLZ.

This is very surprising.

I didnt want to eat this willingly. 

But my sister bought it and can't finish it herself.

She beg for my help so that it won't wasted.

Then I try it.

The 1st spoon I put into my mouth.

Yucks.

I don't like this.

It made me feel disgust and want to vomit it.

The 2nd spoon I put into my mouth.

I try to accept its taste.

So I am forcing myself to swallow it.

The 3rd spoon I put into my mouth. 

Actually, it not as bad as I think.

It still okay.

I think I can accept it.

So I continue my 4th spoon and 5th and so on.

I am getting used to this. Really not bad.

Moral of the Story: Sometimes people are judge somethings by its outlook or smell. Just like me. I ignored durians since I was small. Because of its smelly smell. But once you try to taste it or know it. Actually it not as bad as our things. So same goes to people of the world. We never to judge a book by its cover. Try to accept it. Then the world maybe will different to you. =)

So as conclusion, I start to accept durian already. My next target is to try real durian and avocado which I never taste before.

What a wonderful day~

Does God listen to prayers?
The answer is SURE!!!
Last post I was mentioning the gathering with Jason and Kong.
Then today I was actually hang out with them.
Have a nice day~!!!

Once I back home.
I open FB, wash my uniform, take lunch
then straightly changed and out to find Kong.
Kong was working at Taman Mawar.
So I went to bus stop and waiting the bus.
I wait for half hour and the bus came by.
I on the bus and Jason on the bus,
we took 10++ minutes and reach Taman Mawar.

Once saw Kong, he still the same.
Lying on the sofa there. Haha.
I go and greet him and found that he was sick.
But he still able out with us.
So we went to yum cha at Sibuga by follow Michael's car.
Once sit down at the restaurant,
Jason and I ordered ABC to drink.
And Kong ordered "wet fried noodles".
He unable to eat it all because he was sick.
So funny during yum cha.
Kong's friends keep telling joke and fooling around.
After have a long chat we back to II.
II is a cyber cafe.

Once back to II,
Kong, Jason and I sit on the sofa.
Then suddenly happen one thing that I really surprise.
CKA find me.
It's a miracle that she will find me 1st.
She said she was so boring there,
Haha. Which means that she still remember my existence.
Quite happy. Haha.
After SMS a while, she decided continue on her homework.
(^_^)

Then Kong suggest that we go mile 4
and having the Chinese fried dumpling.
My mouth scald by those dumpling.
Damn pain now!!!
Besides that we also ordered herbs.
Even the taste so bitter but not bad also.
Then after having those dumpling,
Kong keep SMS at there,
Jason and I keep sharing men's things.
When we pay the bill,
the boss wrong count the money,
we having 50% discount.
This time is 1st time the dumpling I ate so cheap.

After that, Kong back home by bus
and Jason and me back town by bus.
Jason plans to playing basketball at the stadium there.
But no one are playing there then he cancelled playing.
So we decided take a walk at Gentingmas Mall again.
We took long enough in the Gentingmas Mall.
We are looking at the earrings which suitable for boys.
But suddenly Jason's stomach-ache.
Then straightly went to the public toilet.
After that, we went to Guardian.
Because Jason wanna to buy some supplement,
so I accompany him.
After that we went home.

Today really a nice day.
Worth to be memorize it.
That's all for today. Thank you~ (Mr.Moh phrase) XD

Feeling Alone Again

Today school ends at 1.20p.m.
L.H.Y didn't drive to school,
so today force to back home by bus.
It's okay,
I also plan to have my haircut,
so I walking to town after school with S.Y.Y
After I send her to bus stop then I continue up my lonely journey.

When I was walking to the hair dresser shop,
I was planning how should I cut my hair this time,
Because now my hair is too long,
Even teacher didn't ask me to cut but I want to cut myself this time.
Who know when reached the shop
I found out the barber who usually manage my hair was absent
I force to go back home without having my haircut.

When I was walking back to bus stop,
I pass by HABEEB
Shit!
The feeling of loneliness come to me again.
Because HABEEB is one of the shop full of my memory.
I used to go HABEEB last year with
Jason Lai, Kong Juu Wenn, and Kit.
We always go to town every week
and take roti canai as our lunch together.
We will chat about many things.
Then after that we will go to Gentingmas Mall to fool around.
We will go to the male-shirt selling place
and sit at a corner which less people will realize one.
We sit at there and enjoying the air-con.
So we have set there as our "Old Place".
Those time are really memorable.

Nowadays,
All are apart,
Kit went to KL for further study,
Kong had to work at Cyber from morning to afternoon,
Lai had to work at Giant as part-time seller,
and I still continue study my Form 6.
I realized that most of my friends are apart.
Dunno when we can meet again.
I feeling alone again. :(

唉~

今天为你更新这个尘封已久的部落各...
唉~
爱~
真的是让我傻了...
我也不晓得接下来要说什么...
这次我真的是爱疯了...
那么大个人人还是第一次爱一个女生到那么疯狂的地步...
自从你走了我就天天想你...
一年半的时间说唱不长，但说短也不短...
等... 等... 等了再等...
也还不过过了一个星期罢了...
人说光阴似箭，一下就溜了过去...
不过在这段时间对我来说是光阴似龟...
唉~
我也不懂为何那么多女生我会偏偏喜欢上了你...
我并没有很多的金银珠宝...
也不是很会搞笑，带不到很多的快乐给你...
但我知道我能给你的就只是100%的关心和爱...
唉~
希望你在新加坡过得比我还好...
希望你能尽快找到朋友，不用寂寞...
希望你每天都开开心心...
希望你每一天都平平安安...