The last day of 2012

          YEAH!!! Finally. Goodbye 2012. I will miss you. Haha. I just want to wish everyone have a Happy New Year. Since it's the last day of 2012, I want to take this chance to thanks all of the people appears in my life in 2012. You guys made my 2012 perfect. Teachers, students, friends, family and etc... Sad and happy moments, anxious moments, exciting moments all these made my 2012 colorful. So yea~ Have a nice 1st day of 2012~ <3

Change of Life

        Taa-daa~ Finally I made my first movie. This movie is about how a life of a youth had changed through Christ. Well, I suppose this is a touching movie but it end up a comedy. Since my church is a Cantonese Church so the language will be in Cantonese as well and the subtitles are Mandarin. Sorry for non-chinese literate peeps. Well, hope you enjoy it and like it. =) God bless.

What is Christmas???

Merry Christmas!

          Merry Christmas to you all!!! Christmas is absolutely a big big day for us Christian. ^^ As what a Christian should do. We will spend our time to celebrate with our church. We will also invite those non-Christian to attend our service and hope them can accept Christ as their Savior in tonight. =) 

         Maybe people will ask. How you know Christ was born at Christmas Day? And maybe Atheist will say that Christ was not born during Christmas! Okay and here I am to answer that question. Atheists, you're right. Christ was not born on 25 of December. =) The Christmas Day just a day that recognized by all the nation that Christ was born on this day. We don't really know what is the actual day that Christ was born because Bible didn't state so. 25 of December was a date that the people state out based on the history of Bible. After all the research and found out that Christ was born on the period near 25 of December and 25 of December was found to be the most precise one and that day was declared as Christmas day.

       Hey brother and sister, that's not the point of Christmas actually. We celebrate Christmas because we are celebrating the born of the Christ and that's all. Date doesn't really matter and the important that He came to this darkness to give us the light. He seek us in darkness and bring us to the Light. That's what really we celebrate for Christmas. So stop focus on what the real date of Christ was born and know the real purpose of Christmas.

       So people, God bless you all. Happy reading and Merry Christmas. =)

Christianity

          Born in a Christian family that doesn't make you a Christian, born in KFC that won't make you a fried chicken too. Today I am going to talk about Christianity. I am a Christian. I strongly agree that Christianity is not a religion but a relationship with God.I believe in God because I had experienced what He did in my life. I really can't imagine how could a people will be I am now if I didn't get to know Jesus Christ. He is my Savior!!!

          I used to be a low self-esteem boy. I got no confidence in myself at all. All are because my family background is poor and I am not even a good-looking boy. Before knowing Christ I really not able to speak in front of people. I am just so shy or shame to talk about myself. But after knowing the Christ I start to change or can say that God start changing my heart. In 2 Corinthians 5:17, "therefore, if anyone in Christ , the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here." I had undergo more and more incidents that made my faith in God had grown day by day. In Him I found my confidence. I gain more and more confidence after then. Now I can even speak in front of hundreds of people.

          I want to share the Good News not because I can have any rewards after that but because I love you. If you have something good then you will share with your friends. That's human nature as what I did. To know God and receive Jesus Christ is the greatest gift and news that I received in my life. No more live in sorrow. There is a story tells. 

          "If there is a virus keep spreading in this world. This virus is deadly and will cause fatal. There is a man who got the only remedy. He keeping the remedy for his own. He won't give or share the remedy with everyone. No matter what he also won't share. How will you treat him? Kill him? Grab from him? Hate him?"

          Same as the Good News/Gospel. I know it's a remedy to heal everyone. So I have to share it to everyone before the virus of Satan cause fatal to you. 

          Those who not believe in God we called atheists. They don't believe the existence of God. There are tonnes of atheists in this world nowadays. Every time I meet an atheist I also sad for his/her life. Due to the technology blasting era, people keep using science to prove that the God is fake. In the results, even science also proved that the existence of God. The most sad is that people still blinding themselves from believing. The greatest physicist Elbert Einstein said, "the more I study science, the more I believe in God." Even if you look up the sky you can know the existence of God! That is not deniable! 

          As an ending, I am just express my feeling after saw all the non-believers in this world. I am a Christian and yet I still will fall down sometimes. I am still a human. I do mistakes. Life is sad though. That's the reason I need Him. Every time I fell down He will be my strength to stand up again. I am still growing in LORD. May God bless you all after reading this. =)

         

Words for Students

To all my students,

          Congratulation to all your graduation!!! Holiday will start from now. Thanks for the memories you all gave me. I will appreciate it and never forget. So hope you guys also. =) There going to be 2 months of free times for you all to rest, play, upgrade yourselves. After the holiday ended, you will enter your secondary school life. All the things will get tougher and more challenges will go to you. Do not afraid ya~ Those things will make you more mature and stronger. Meet any questions or problem just find me. My facebook will never close. Just look me up at facebook. Welcome always. Find me for a chat also not a problem. So all the best to you all and have a nice holiday. God bless you all~ <3

From:  卢老师 =D

SRJK(C) SYN HUA

          So so~ This is where I went to teach last few months. SRJK (C) Syn Hua, which is the second large school in Sandakan. Even though I am a teacher over there, I still learned many things from other teachers, headmaster and students too. This school located roughly 8 miles away from my home and I had to take 2 trips of bus to reach there. I have to wake up at 4.30 a.m. to ready to school. It's a nice school. I enjoyed teaching there so much. Today is my retire day of being temporary teacher at this school. Well, it quite saddening when think of leaving my babes. Life still goes on. =\

Here is some from 2B class that I liked~

何佳怡, the cutest girl. <3

Janelle, the noisiest girl. <3

Left most: Joanne, the prettiest girl. <3

Right most: Selina, the powerful girl. =D

Here is some from 6B,

San Pei Yi, the prettiest girl. =D

May Yee, the noisiest. =P

Soon Qi Huan, the most awesome ever student in Syn Hua. XD

Wakakaka~ Blissful~

          Well, all are girls right? Haha. I admit girls is always more attractive than boys. =P Ps: I am not Uncle Goldfish. 

          Time is ticking so fast. Many things had happened in Syn Hua. Happy or sad or angry. All will be in my brain. I won't forget it. God bless you all. =)

I am back!!!

Sorry to all the people that subscribed my blogspot. I've been away so long and didn't update my blogger. Good news now. I am back. There's a lot of things happened recently. Well, there will be few updates for today. Keep subscribing me. =) God bless you~

J.A.C.K.L.Y.N

Jacklyn Roosevell Loong. What a wonderful name. The name so long right? It's a wonderful name. She is a Chinese and also Christian. A cute girl that made me love her so much. She had long hair and double eyelids. Potential to be a beauty in future. She just 7 years old and don't think she is my girlfriend. I just accidentally treated her as my daughter.  She is top student at Primary 1. She just clever and know how to make me happy. Sometimes she made me angry at her also but I will forgive her very quickly. She very love her classmates. Anyone of her classmates cry she will go to comfort them. If not able to comfort then she will cry silently along. Haha. I can't stand it when someone made her cry besides me. Remember got 1 day got a student from 3B made her cry. I really rush to class 3B like a reckless bull to scold that student. Really funny me that time.  Remember they day I visit her and her classmates at coloring competition. She too happy and keep holding my hands and don't let me go. Oh ya. Every monday you will ask me tie your tie for you. Every time it's also my pleasure to help you. Then help you tie on your neck myself.  Haha. <3. 3 months past so fast. My contract ended. I have to go and leave the school already. I choose to tell her that I am leaving 1 day before I leave. Because I know that she will cry if she knew that I was leaving from teaching her. As expected, she cried right after I said I'm leaving. I really want to hold her tight and ask her don't cry. At last I can't do it. I don't want other students know that I so weak. I couldn't stand that she crying for me. As unexpected, I shed my tears. That's not simple. I quick to wash my eyes. Finally, I still have to go. Even though I don't want to. I believe that I will visit you once again. Trust me. =')

"Jacklyn, you are a wonderful student. Thanks for being my angel for 3 months. I can't make tie for you again. I can't teach you again. I can't comfort you again. You such a nice girl. Hope that you can study well in your study. Don't sad for me. I am just a part of your story. Soon you will grown up be a beauty. By that time, I am just merely an old guy. Even though I know that you will forget me but I want you to know that I won't forget you. May God be with you when you carry on your journey of life. God bless you, I love you. <3 "

尽头

来来去去，这个时候终于到了

我们一起走过的路，似乎到了尽头

你的世界在也不需要我了

和你建立的感情实在舍不得

现在才明白，和你的感情

我们只是建立在信息上

太虚伪了

其实早以知道却不愿醒过来

关心给的太多

收不回来

就当作给你的纪念品吧

记得你说过你和我不配

现在才明瞭

我无法给予你幸福

所谓竹门对竹门，木门对木门

再一次证明阿拉丁的童话故事不存在

一切都是虚幻的

＊一时的感叹，希望不是结束。＊

改嫁

起橋 鳳冠霞披卻不閃耀
鞭炮 燃燒的喜氣沾苦惱
嗩吶吹不響
烙在心上的某一段情調


苦笑 愛蒙上蓋巾看不到
醉掉 交杯酒跟誰不重要
掀起蓋頭來
親問新人的臉幻想是你的面貌
你的好 當嫁妝
把愛當新娘
沒有人像你讓我得意的笑
愛悄悄
經過寂寞的洗腦
改嫁到另一個人懷抱
心草草
隱藏回憶的心跳
試著要把你的忘掉
愛悄悄
這樣改嫁到終老
就是想你改也改不了
若被燙焦
大紅蠟燭兩頭燒
讓愛隨火滅掉

PS: This song is just so true. =(

A box

There is a day in the summer,
I walk in random and I saw a box staying at the corner.
This box is so familiar to me.
It was an old box and stay at the corner quite some time.
But the weird thing is that it got no dust at all.
I wonder what in this box.
I walk toward the box and lift it up.
Suddenly a flash of memory just playing in my mind like movie.
This is a box that I thought I dumped it quite some time already.
But why now it appears in that corner?
I knew what inside the box.
I got no courage to open the box.
I know it will cost me a lot of things if I open it.
So now come to the place which I need to decide.
Dump it? Or open it?

Support

Pig. I know you know who I mentioning here when you watched this.

10 days from now on gonna be tough to you and even me.

But don't forget, support you always.

This song is the best song to encourage someone.

Don't study too hard. =D

Best regard from oversea.

Jia you, Ga Yao, Geh Yiu, Gambateh, Hwaiting...

P.S: Hey babe. God bless your exam tomorrow. =D

There is a girl

There is a girl.

A girl that important to me.

There is many memories between us.

Recently I touched back my blogger.

I realized that I got not much blogs about her.

She asked me few times to talk about her.

So today just talk about her.

Actually recently she had to face her exam

&

I always been dumped by her recently.

But I understand,

she had to face her exam.

So I was okay with it.

And now she had to stop sms with me

for 2 weeks.

Seriously, I know this gonna be tough.

because I had treated her as my "half wife".

Stop for 2 weeks! It's 2 weeks!

I know it gonna be tough.

I hope I really will be okay.

爱情

爱情是每个人学习旅程中最难懂的一课！
每个人学习的时间都不同，
得到的知识也不一样；
爱情这一课不能死背，
只能靠感觉。
有人害怕不及格，所以不敢尝试；
有人自信满满，却伤得很深。
没有人能逃过这一课，
否则你永远不会及格！
爱情这一课没有教学课本，只能亲身体验；
没有快速读法，只能用一生慢慢去揣摩。
也许会有人问：
＂什么时候才能知道自己是否及格？＂
很遗憾！
只能等到你走完今世的那一刻，
才是考试放榜的时候！

不敢爱

基本上，我以不敢再动真情了。

若要的话，请给我信心。

我宁可等待，也不要乱爱。

I'm back

Wow... It been long since the last update. Well, here I back and plan to update my blogger again. =D The early of this year I went to Penang for 3 months Christian Leadership Training at there. The network coverage at Penang not so good made myself lazy to update my blog. Recently, many things happened and now I plan to note them down in my blog again. So keep subscribing my blogger. =)

New Life

Well, the days after lost you.
I am still alive.
I am a new being.
I am available again for my fans. =P
My life over Penang here all going so well.
The problem is so many assignment.
I am too lazy to finish it. XD (Sounds like me)
One more week I will back to Sabah for missionary trip.
I am going to save those lost soul outside.
I am going to feed those hungry soul.
I am really excited.
Left one more month then I will back to my hometown.
Sandakan, I am going back soon!
Friends, I am going back soon!
Family, I am going back soon!
Well, I will bring a new Jianzi back to Sandakan!
Just wait me Sandakan.

曾经的那一个她

几个礼拜没接触罢了，
而那也不是我的意思，
是你一直回避我。
当你回我的信息时，
你对我说你和他开始了。
老实说我真的很伤心，
但我并没哭，因为我明白，
这是你最后的抉择。
他也许真正能带给你我无法给你的快乐。
颓废了几天，我也从新振作了。
其实我还在否认你和他开始了，
因为以我认识你的程度，
你骗不了我。
我太熟悉你了，
如果是真的开始了，
我绝对不会是第一个知道。
不过也好，至少不用纠缠了，
我也看开了。
我并没有后悔爱过你，
因为你的确给了我很美好的回忆。
记得第一次见面，
记得帮你吃完你吃不完的食物，
记得和你一起跑步，
记得和你开玩笑，
记得逗你开心，
记得你陪我信息过夜，
记得一起在同一个雨伞下，
记得你的一切一切。
我虽然将你的相片和信息从我的手提删除了，
但这些回忆，我会保留，这到我进入坟墓那一刻。
谢谢你，我们还是朋友吗？=D

陌生老朋友

恶梦

自从当了基督徒后，
基本上我是不再会有恶梦的了。
之前的恶梦都是关于妖魔鬼怪或死亡，
我也已经很久没发过恶梦了。
直到今早，我竟发了个恶梦。
原来我还有恶梦，
但我的恶梦竟然是失去你。
梦里你坐在一旁，
在你旁边竟坐着个男生。
你对我不利也不睬。
我真的非常担心我会失去你，
周围的一切都告诉我把手放开。
但我真的很不舍得放手。
我们不容易建立了有前途的关系。
但在这一刻你却停下脚步。
你并不知道你对我是多么的重要。
我知你很忙，我知我很烦。
但能不能至少回我的信息呢？
怎样都告诉我你的近况好吗？
我潇洒的以为情人节没你也一样。
直到昨晚和朋友到了海边，
情人们手牵手，
我多希望你也能在我身边。
没了你以后，
伤心没人倾诉；
开心没人分享。
刚才看了你的Profile。
看了你的近照，
不懂是我太想你还是什么，
你竟比平常还美。
在这里朋友们都以为我很开朗，
每天带着笑容，
但他们并不知道我心里的痛。
你知道吗？
每个小丑的开心面具底下
都隐藏了多少眼泪。
他们的伤痛谁又明白？

原来我没醉也想对你说我爱你

当我说我爱你的时候，你会说我醉了。原来我没醉也想对你说我爱你。但不知怎样说出口。说了怕又被你拒绝；不说又怕你有了另一个。我到槟城那么久，我根本就没有感觉你离开过我。因为我想的都是你，梦见的也是你，根本就无法忘记你。我们一直都好好的。直道那天对你开了一个无知的玩笑，那些莫名其妙的陌生感又来了。我们又陌生了，我真的很讨厌这种感觉。也许我不是个好男人，如果是的话也不用那么久还追不到你。好不容易得到你的信任，却又被我摧毁了。也许这是我第一次爱一个人到那么疯狂的程度，我根本就不会爱一个人。我想对你说，不管你怎样对我，如果你愿意，陪你到最后的人，一定是我。

Hello Peeks~

Long time didn't update my blogger already because currently away from hometown to receive leadership training. So my blogger not so active because there is no wi-fi connection here. I can only online through my friends' house. ^__^ So far so good here. Just recently got a bit problem with the girl I love so much. Other than that also well. Friends are missing me made me happy but she doesn't. Anyway. Happy Belated Chinese New Year!